I've been coaching the Jr High Boys basketball team for Flint Hills Christian School the last few months. Due to our recently canceled tournament (which is a rotten then to take away from a kid just two weeks away) my season ends Thursday of next week. Supprisingly, I'm pretty bummed about it. I love coaching. Don't get me wrong, I'll love the free time. It'll give me a chance to get this crazy life of mine sorted out a bit and maybe even I'll get to take a nap for the first time in months... but man, I love to coach.
It's amazing what you can learn about yourself from a bunch of 12 year olds. I've learned that deep down, no matter what anybody might tell you - I'm an optimist. These kids have won one game this whole year. I think we're something like 1-11. I like to think it's not due to poor coaching (but I'm sure that has a part) or lack of talent so much as it has to do with us playing a whole bunch of schools that are way out of our league. The few teams that we've played that were close to our level we've played with in 3-5 points. I hate loosing by 3 points. Anyways, back to me not being as much of a pessimist as I thought I was. I really go into every game (almost) expecting those kinds to get a W. It's not really realistic - but I have a lot of faith in those kids. I kinda wonder if that's how God looks at me when I'm getting ready to step on the court? Probably not, but it's kinda a neat picture. So far I'm my record is about 2 and 1million (the two wins being my wife and son) and still God's on my bench giving direction - directing trafic; Helping out. Anticipating me to do great things for His team And sometimes, I lose by 100 points... but Coach just helps me learn from it, fix what I did wrong and try again next week. I think I've learned a little about not just basketball but about who God is by interacting with 12 year olds. I'm probably more like them than I know. Regardless, It's been fun. I'll be sad when it's over.
Also, no matter what anyone tells you - hustle can't always win you a game. I've watched those kids play with more heart and intensity than I've ever seen in Jr High. Sadly, they don't have a lot to show for it. They worked a lot harder and played like a team a lot better than anybody else we've played. But man, we all learned a lot about basketball and being a team.
Eh. Three games left. I think we'll probably go 3-0.
KP
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
18 Bullet Holes by Don Chaffer
I was playing a little music this afternoon while I cleaned up the house before I leave to go coach basketball and this song came on. I think this is probably one of the most moving songs ever. Anyways, I decided to post the lyrics because in their own way they're really worshipful. Enjoy.
18 Bullet Holes
by Don Chaffer
18 bullet holes in the body of a priest
They say he was eating a hot dog when the ammunition was released.
They say he was always fat and lazy but he was an awfully nice guy.
That’s just one more death to show you you never know when you’re gonna die.
You might be facing the beast
Sometimes, God, I feel like I’m living in a bone grinding mill
And every time I hear the sound I can barely stand still
It’s a thing I can’t quite make out sometimes but it seems to keep getting louder-
One more body from the valley of the dry bones getting ground up into powder
Against Your holy will
Oh, God, it hurts so bad to love anybody down here
Why don’t You come and help me out?
Cause I can’t even see clear
The funny thing about the way a girl gets destroyed
About the way that deal goes down
Is that everybody pretty much sees it coming at the sister
From all the way across town
And she isn’t always blinded, she isn’t always far astray
She just might not be thinking, she might be having a bad day
But when you choose, you choose, and when you drown, you drown
Last night I dreamed that You swallowed me into Yourself
And I was floating on the sea inside
When I landed on the shore, I saw all these people that I thought had died
I hadn’t seen some of them for ages
They had left without a single word
And when I said something to them, not a single one of them had heard
They were all looking right through everything like it wasn’t even there
Some were full of anger, some full of fear
And then I recognized that something very sad
But very beautiful was happening right here
They were all caught outside standing alone in a very heavy rain
And when a raindrop landed on my tongue
I didn’t need You to explain
That these were Your tears
Oh, God, it hurts so bad to love anybody down here
Oh, that’s right, You know so well
One thorny crown, three nails, and a spear
One thorny crown, three nails, and a spear
18 Bullet Holes
by Don Chaffer
18 bullet holes in the body of a priest
They say he was eating a hot dog when the ammunition was released.
They say he was always fat and lazy but he was an awfully nice guy.
That’s just one more death to show you you never know when you’re gonna die.
You might be facing the beast
Sometimes, God, I feel like I’m living in a bone grinding mill
And every time I hear the sound I can barely stand still
It’s a thing I can’t quite make out sometimes but it seems to keep getting louder-
One more body from the valley of the dry bones getting ground up into powder
Against Your holy will
Oh, God, it hurts so bad to love anybody down here
Why don’t You come and help me out?
Cause I can’t even see clear
The funny thing about the way a girl gets destroyed
About the way that deal goes down
Is that everybody pretty much sees it coming at the sister
From all the way across town
And she isn’t always blinded, she isn’t always far astray
She just might not be thinking, she might be having a bad day
But when you choose, you choose, and when you drown, you drown
Last night I dreamed that You swallowed me into Yourself
And I was floating on the sea inside
When I landed on the shore, I saw all these people that I thought had died
I hadn’t seen some of them for ages
They had left without a single word
And when I said something to them, not a single one of them had heard
They were all looking right through everything like it wasn’t even there
Some were full of anger, some full of fear
And then I recognized that something very sad
But very beautiful was happening right here
They were all caught outside standing alone in a very heavy rain
And when a raindrop landed on my tongue
I didn’t need You to explain
That these were Your tears
Oh, God, it hurts so bad to love anybody down here
Oh, that’s right, You know so well
One thorny crown, three nails, and a spear
One thorny crown, three nails, and a spear
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Sad realization...
This week while I was at the Urbana conference spending a lot of time listening to very wise men and women try to bring their brilliance down to my level and squeeze it into my little brain a lot of them were talking about the American perception of Africans. It's pretty sad. I think this BBC Africa article I read this morning, especially the beginning, explain it pretty well. Worth the read.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
"He Left Here A Long Time Ago"
Er and I went to see a movie by ourselves (no friends, no Eli) for the first time since, well we became mommy and daddy.
We went and saw "Blood Diamond." It was outstanding. It was well written, the cinematography is stunning, and well cast (believe it or not, Leonrdo DiCaprio is the lead. "Jack" grew up to be not "king of the world" but rather a talented actor.)
It's another film about Africa made about 6 years after the chaos is starting to settle. That seems to be the trend these days. Yet, what is staggering to me is that still it continues on, in a new way and in a new place... but the blood that gives Africa it's red soil continues to spill. I wonder what kind of film they'll make about Darfur in 10 years. I love that Hollywood is bring awareness about... I hate that our response tends to be checkbooks or shed tears. But then I come back to, what is there to be done. Er and I talked about this a bit. I kind of decided that the problem is solved one person at a time. But the more I think, the more I realize that in fact the problem can't be solved one person at a time. Rather, it's all in the hands of an all-merciful, all-sovereign God who seeks to restore the world to the utopia it was. A place of peace... a place entirely about Him. In the film, the main character says "I used to wonder if God can forgive us for what we've done to each other, to ourselves... but then I realized we're past that. He left here a long time ago." This place in which we live is just a shell of what it was created to be; but fortunately God has not forsaken us. It's especially good to remember that in this time of Advent. Certainly, there is pain. It's not going anywhere anytime soon. But there is also joy and hope in knowing that there is a God of Peace. of Justice. A God worthy to be worshiped. A God who can forgive us for what we've done to each other, to ourselves, to the paradise that He gave us, and to even His very self. And He hasn't abandoned us - that's evident.
So while I can't fix it - even one person at a time. God controls it. He uses it for Himself - in way that go so far beyond me deepest uderstanding. And I'm okay with that. I'll just let Him do what He wants to do and play my part. Because that's where the our hope lies. Not in trying to fix things, but letting them be restored. Made new. And I can't do that no matter how hard I try - so I'll let Him do it and I'll help as much as He wants me to.
Anyways, I didn't quite mean to write all of that... but there it is. Take it for what it is. But do go see the movie. People need to be aware of what goes on outside our little suburbia. Or at least, I sure as heck do. It's the best film I've seen in a very very long time. Just don't' go into it with the the same superhero complex I walked out of it with.
KP
PS - It shows the trajedy of what goes on with the capturaing/training of children to fight in the rebel armies. It will break your heart. It's probably the worst thing I've ever watched on a movie. I can't begin to imagine the horror of having Eli ripped from my arms to be broken down so he can be trained to kill me later. Praise God that He did bless me with a safe little suburbia to raise my son in. It says that there are some 200,000 children currently being used in rebel armies. Certianly that and the Darfur are things to be praying for.
PPS - If you read all of this you deserve a gold star. I like to ramble on about nothing sometimes and if got through it all you either need more to do or are extremely patient. Either way, thanks for reading. This was probably more for me than you though. Blessings.
We went and saw "Blood Diamond." It was outstanding. It was well written, the cinematography is stunning, and well cast (believe it or not, Leonrdo DiCaprio is the lead. "Jack" grew up to be not "king of the world" but rather a talented actor.)
It's another film about Africa made about 6 years after the chaos is starting to settle. That seems to be the trend these days. Yet, what is staggering to me is that still it continues on, in a new way and in a new place... but the blood that gives Africa it's red soil continues to spill. I wonder what kind of film they'll make about Darfur in 10 years. I love that Hollywood is bring awareness about... I hate that our response tends to be checkbooks or shed tears. But then I come back to, what is there to be done. Er and I talked about this a bit. I kind of decided that the problem is solved one person at a time. But the more I think, the more I realize that in fact the problem can't be solved one person at a time. Rather, it's all in the hands of an all-merciful, all-sovereign God who seeks to restore the world to the utopia it was. A place of peace... a place entirely about Him. In the film, the main character says "I used to wonder if God can forgive us for what we've done to each other, to ourselves... but then I realized we're past that. He left here a long time ago." This place in which we live is just a shell of what it was created to be; but fortunately God has not forsaken us. It's especially good to remember that in this time of Advent. Certainly, there is pain. It's not going anywhere anytime soon. But there is also joy and hope in knowing that there is a God of Peace. of Justice. A God worthy to be worshiped. A God who can forgive us for what we've done to each other, to ourselves, to the paradise that He gave us, and to even His very self. And He hasn't abandoned us - that's evident.
So while I can't fix it - even one person at a time. God controls it. He uses it for Himself - in way that go so far beyond me deepest uderstanding. And I'm okay with that. I'll just let Him do what He wants to do and play my part. Because that's where the our hope lies. Not in trying to fix things, but letting them be restored. Made new. And I can't do that no matter how hard I try - so I'll let Him do it and I'll help as much as He wants me to.
Anyways, I didn't quite mean to write all of that... but there it is. Take it for what it is. But do go see the movie. People need to be aware of what goes on outside our little suburbia. Or at least, I sure as heck do. It's the best film I've seen in a very very long time. Just don't' go into it with the the same superhero complex I walked out of it with.
KP
PS - It shows the trajedy of what goes on with the capturaing/training of children to fight in the rebel armies. It will break your heart. It's probably the worst thing I've ever watched on a movie. I can't begin to imagine the horror of having Eli ripped from my arms to be broken down so he can be trained to kill me later. Praise God that He did bless me with a safe little suburbia to raise my son in. It says that there are some 200,000 children currently being used in rebel armies. Certianly that and the Darfur are things to be praying for.
PPS - If you read all of this you deserve a gold star. I like to ramble on about nothing sometimes and if got through it all you either need more to do or are extremely patient. Either way, thanks for reading. This was probably more for me than you though. Blessings.
Monday, December 11, 2006
Botswana Team Update - 12/11/06
I just mass mailed this out... if by some small chance someone who isn't in my e-mail address book reads this, here's where we're at. We sure do appreciate people's prayers.
Also, cute pictures of my kid as a sheep in the Harvest Fellowship Christmas Program are coming soon. He's a cuttie.
Welp, time to make my wife wake up at least long enough to go from the couch to the bed. She's a sweetie. She stayed up past her bedtime to proofread all the letter's I've been working on tonight.
Anyways, I hope that all who read this are wellish. Here's that e-mail.
Date: Mon, 11 Dec 2006 23:17:30 -0600
Subject: Africa Team Update - 12/11/06 - Second Try
Hey everyone!
First off, sorry if you got this twice. I'm just now builing the e-mail list and messed it up the first try. You won't get it twice every time - I promise.
You're getting this e-mail because you either signed up at Harvest of the "Botswana Bash" to get updates from the Hartnett/Porter team or because you're my friend and I thought you'd like to hear what's going on as we go through this adventure of preparing to move to Africa. Either way, if you dont' want to get any more updates from us e-mail me back and I'll cross you off the list.
Now that that's said and done - I hope you all are well. Sorry that we haven't sent out an update since the Botswana Bash. Life has been pretty hectic for all of us - we've been remodeling the store/installing a new system at the Bluestem and it's consumed almost all of my time. And I may be speaking out of turn, but Becky is pretty busy with school and being a dorm resident assistant and being active on campus. It think we're all ready for the rest that we hope the holidays will bring. That is certinaly one way that you could be praying for us. Just that God would give us times of rest. I am feeling really overwhelmed with work (both at the Bluestem and as a Jr. High Basketball Coach), trying to figure out how to move to Africa (which is amazingly exciting and a LOT of work) and the pressures of everyday life. I'm pretty worn out. But, hopefully things will be slowing down here shortly.
In other news, we are in the process of trying to start a partnership with an organzation called the Flying Mission. They are an organization that works extesnively with HIV/AIDS communities by providing humanitarian aid in the name of Christ. They do a lot of work in Botswana and the capitol city where we will be and we hope that we can mutually help/work along side one another to glorify God. They asked us to write them a letter explaining what we will be doing in Old Naledi, how they can help, and what we would like to do for them. They also asked us to send them some resumes. I just finished the letter tonight. We just need to polish up our resumes and we'll fax it to them. They could really provide a lot of help finding us housing (maybe even provide it for free), with visas, with language/culture training... things like that. You could really be praying that God would cause that to come about. It would make the logistical things SO much easier. Also, it would be good for us to have fellowship outside of Old Naledi as well.
I am also currently working on drafting up a support letter. We finally have a better idea of how much the Porters need to put this whole thing into action. Pray for God's wisdom as we finalize the budget stuff and write this letter. Also, praise Him for the blessings of a great church home. Harvest has really been a great support to us in SO many ways - through prayer, support, accountability, and friendship. They also have gotten behind us and agreed to be our sending church. They also made us an official part of the budget and provided our first real financial support. It's exciting to see our dreams of working with this church in Old Naledi turn into tangible realities. Prasie God for that.
We're also excited that around New Year's our team will be going to St. Louis for a conference called Urbana. It's a missions conference that helps people prepare to go into the field. We're especially excited because this year they have an option to focus specifically on going to parts of the world where AIDs is a major issue. It should be a great time to build some team unity as well as a great time of learning/eqiuiping as well as worshiping. If anybody knows anyone in St. Louis that might have a place where we can stay, Kevin, Erine, and Elijah's place to stay didn't pan out. We have a hotel option, but it's pretty expensive and it would be a blessing to have place to stay for cheap/free. Anyways, keep the confernece in your prayers. It's the 27th of Dec through the 1st of January. It should be a really good learning time.
This letter is getting kinda long and that wraps up the big things going on with the Botswana Team (or at least the the big things on the Porter side of things). We are so greatful for the prayers and support that all of you provide in so many ways. I promise that we won't be so long in giving you an update next time. I'm going to shoot for at least every two weeks. Feel free to e-mail me any questions/comments/suggestions/a quick hello or ways that we can be praying for you all. Thanks so much. We are so greatful for you all.
Blessings,
Kevin for the Botwana Team
Also, cute pictures of my kid as a sheep in the Harvest Fellowship Christmas Program are coming soon. He's a cuttie.
Welp, time to make my wife wake up at least long enough to go from the couch to the bed. She's a sweetie. She stayed up past her bedtime to proofread all the letter's I've been working on tonight.
Anyways, I hope that all who read this are wellish. Here's that e-mail.
Date: Mon, 11 Dec 2006 23:17:30 -0600
Subject: Africa Team Update - 12/11/06 - Second Try
Hey everyone!
First off, sorry if you got this twice. I'm just now builing the e-mail list and messed it up the first try. You won't get it twice every time - I promise.
You're getting this e-mail because you either signed up at Harvest of the "Botswana Bash" to get updates from the Hartnett/Porter team or because you're my friend and I thought you'd like to hear what's going on as we go through this adventure of preparing to move to Africa. Either way, if you dont' want to get any more updates from us e-mail me back and I'll cross you off the list.
Now that that's said and done - I hope you all are well. Sorry that we haven't sent out an update since the Botswana Bash. Life has been pretty hectic for all of us - we've been remodeling the store/installing a new system at the Bluestem and it's consumed almost all of my time. And I may be speaking out of turn, but Becky is pretty busy with school and being a dorm resident assistant and being active on campus. It think we're all ready for the rest that we hope the holidays will bring. That is certinaly one way that you could be praying for us. Just that God would give us times of rest. I am feeling really overwhelmed with work (both at the Bluestem and as a Jr. High Basketball Coach), trying to figure out how to move to Africa (which is amazingly exciting and a LOT of work) and the pressures of everyday life. I'm pretty worn out. But, hopefully things will be slowing down here shortly.
In other news, we are in the process of trying to start a partnership with an organzation called the Flying Mission. They are an organization that works extesnively with HIV/AIDS communities by providing humanitarian aid in the name of Christ. They do a lot of work in Botswana and the capitol city where we will be and we hope that we can mutually help/work along side one another to glorify God. They asked us to write them a letter explaining what we will be doing in Old Naledi, how they can help, and what we would like to do for them. They also asked us to send them some resumes. I just finished the letter tonight. We just need to polish up our resumes and we'll fax it to them. They could really provide a lot of help finding us housing (maybe even provide it for free), with visas, with language/culture training... things like that. You could really be praying that God would cause that to come about. It would make the logistical things SO much easier. Also, it would be good for us to have fellowship outside of Old Naledi as well.
I am also currently working on drafting up a support letter. We finally have a better idea of how much the Porters need to put this whole thing into action. Pray for God's wisdom as we finalize the budget stuff and write this letter. Also, praise Him for the blessings of a great church home. Harvest has really been a great support to us in SO many ways - through prayer, support, accountability, and friendship. They also have gotten behind us and agreed to be our sending church. They also made us an official part of the budget and provided our first real financial support. It's exciting to see our dreams of working with this church in Old Naledi turn into tangible realities. Prasie God for that.
We're also excited that around New Year's our team will be going to St. Louis for a conference called Urbana. It's a missions conference that helps people prepare to go into the field. We're especially excited because this year they have an option to focus specifically on going to parts of the world where AIDs is a major issue. It should be a great time to build some team unity as well as a great time of learning/eqiuiping as well as worshiping. If anybody knows anyone in St. Louis that might have a place where we can stay, Kevin, Erine, and Elijah's place to stay didn't pan out. We have a hotel option, but it's pretty expensive and it would be a blessing to have place to stay for cheap/free. Anyways, keep the confernece in your prayers. It's the 27th of Dec through the 1st of January. It should be a really good learning time.
This letter is getting kinda long and that wraps up the big things going on with the Botswana Team (or at least the the big things on the Porter side of things). We are so greatful for the prayers and support that all of you provide in so many ways. I promise that we won't be so long in giving you an update next time. I'm going to shoot for at least every two weeks. Feel free to e-mail me any questions/comments/suggestions/a quick hello or ways that we can be praying for you all. Thanks so much. We are so greatful for you all.
Blessings,
Kevin for the Botwana Team
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Who says there's nothing good in the news....
Take that Starbucks!
But if you look at their website they talk about how socially equitable they are....
But if you look at their website they talk about how socially equitable they are....
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Halloween Pics
As promised...
Vader and 80's chick...
My son is really cute...
Can't figure out how to turn this one around...
Arch enemies...
Vader and 80's chick...
My son is really cute...
Can't figure out how to turn this one around...
Arch enemies...
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